thesekidsareonmylawn asked: sooo, i dont think i followed back, but apparently i did, so hey
who is this? (:
Marshall… :|
“People cry not because love ends, but because it still continues. Even if it’s over.”
It hurts so fucking much like seriously! why the fuck do I put up with feeling like this 24/7.
I want to move on but I cant, my brain says escape while you still have some dignity left, but then my heart literally tears itself in two if I try. I don’t want to feel lifeless anymore, I want to be able to look forward to the weekend like I used to.
Lately the only thing I look forward to is sleeping, and that’s only because I can then escape the troubles, problems and hazards of reality and slip into the fake, made up world of my own virtual realm. Even in my dreams I get fucked over, am I not meant to love someone, am I not meant to be happy, because lately that’s how I feel.
My friend once told me that when you find the right one it will be effortless, I strongly disagree because you have to chase after what you want but at what point should you realize that you’ve crossed the finish line and come last?
